adelineYAP! (:

2005-11-19T00:48:00.000+08:00

2005-10-16T11:45:00.000+08:00

i'm not okay.

HELLO.
okay, apparently
today is sunday.
and i got a abit kuku when i woke up.

blablabla.
i'm going out later !
wheee.

so i'll blog when i'm back.
tata !

2005-10-13T21:10:00.000+08:00

i don't want to be your fool

SCIENCE,
it was rather tough.
however,
looks like many people
lost marks because of section C ?
take it easy, everybody (:

suntec after school!
with olivia, kg and rahmuna!
all of us were broke,
so we ate at the food court!

candy empire after that,
i bought the bubbly mint choc ?
and i shared it with everyone.

esplanade later,
then off to somerset.
met WANZHEN! :D
yayy.
she ate at long john's.
so i drankkk.

heerens,
then back to cine to meet wayne.
we walked around everywhere.
and we stayed in cine
the WHOLE DAY?!

hmm. went cine cafe.
they played xbox,
and i watched.
but it wasn't amusing.
hahaha.

sat outside the arcade after that.
fish and ice came.
apparently,
ice and i were being mean.
we were laughing at those people
playing para para.
HAHA.
and i know WHO ice was looking at.
hor hor!

ice went off,
then we went to yoshi.
cityhall next,
parted with fish, wayne and wanzhen!
rarrh.
wayne was shaking my head
while she said byebye ?
and it was more than once.
my head knocked wanzhen's ear.
ouchh. haha.

home.
tmr's paper.
home econs.
i can't be bothered.

2005-10-11T21:11:00.000+08:00

well, you look outstanding (:

history today.
it sucked pretty much.
and i didn't prepare for it.
only last min READING (:

didn't sleep much the night before.
was on the phone with fts !
rarrh, don't be sad!
-smile smile! :D

home,
changed,
then town!

met wanzhen and bee at marina first.
and we waited and waited for messages.
DDR-ed with wanzhen at marina.
fun fun fun !

went over to cine,
met wayne.
she DDR-ed with wanzhen,
then we went off to ps!
rarrh. laoshi confiscated my mp3! :(
she said i'll moodswing with it.
wthhhhhh.

reached ps,
fish and ice were at the entrance.
rarrh. everyone pulled a LONG face.
but things were settled.
however, not all.
- cheer up ice! (:

esplanade after that!
everybody moodswinged,
except me?
cause apparently, i don't have my mp3.
ughh.
laoshi CUT herself!
rarrh. and i was pissed ! \:
tskkk.

walked to cityhall.
then to suntec.
i didn't feel like talking,
nono. cause i was boiling.

got back my mp3.
AT LAST.
then i cabbed back.
i was late.
and apparently,
mum didn't want to talk to me.
then i don't talk to her also LORH.

humm.
so apparently,
i didn't study for math at all.
rarrh,
TATA !

129 x 21

2005-10-09T20:38:00.000+08:00

your rude attitude,
it just knocks me dead .

i want myself dead.

2005-10-06T19:28:00.000+08:00

if you're happy with the present,
then forget about the past.

well,
i'm blogging now
so i have time to study later.

so shit okay.
i'm totally not prepared
for tomorrow's paper!
and i won't be surprised
if i ever fail.
but i hope i won't *

anw,
it was a damn hilarious day today.
ate at kfc,
with olivia, kg, kailyn and ruth.

so we were laughing
at those stupid craps.
and guess what?
we were told valerie and ruth are sisters.
same father diff mother.
or isit same mother diff father ?!

laughed too much,
i choked on my chocolate !
hahaha.

anw,
i met laoshi today!
i gave her 3 lollipops okay.
i was being NICE .
and she gave me a
mao pai chocolate coated jellybean.
it tasted like,
carlsberg! yeeks!

missed trains,
with fts then home.

waited,
then my tutor came.
i had a 1 hour tuition?!
like woah la.

i guess i'll be studying later.
MATH MATH MATH.
my nightmare paper.

anw,
going to school
is already a nightmare for me,
EVERYDAY since yesterday.
sighh.

; semi-charmed life

2005-10-04T22:02:00.000+08:00

and i'll only blame myself,

so it was chinese paper today.
not that bad la.
i slept for 45 mins
during paper 1.
that's obvious that i'm gonna get,
LOW LOW LOW results.

yippee.
i'm going for a leadership camp!
so it's NZ, then johor.
i'll be back on 12,
then leaving on 13.
wow =]

ladidum.
so teacher wu taught me maths.
and apparently,
she's smarter than me.

missed trains,
home.

i didn't study much,
and friday is math ppr2.
HOW! zhe me ban.

urgh.
i'll fly off now. byebye.

2005-10-02T23:37:00.000+08:00

she's my mystery =]

the click five,
yay. my favourite for the week :)

urgh,
i didn't study much today.
except chinese.
at least i 'mugged' for 3 hours.
DURING tuition.
hees.
the tutor was early okay!
it was suppose to be 4.30.
she came at 4.
god damn her.

dinner,
went to this woodland place.
it was jaryl's b'day.
so we kinda had a 'celebration'
anyway,
it was the worse dinner i had.
almost puked please.
yuck (3)

home,
shower then comp.
i know it's late.
but i didn't touch it the WHOLE day.
hees.
so tomorrow's the day,
and we'll conquer
CHANGI AIPORT :)

strange as it seems,

she's the one i'm after

2005-10-01T23:18:00.000+08:00

any moment, everything can change (:

~~today~~ friday,
patron's day.
i thought it was half-day.
but goddamnit, it wasn't!
anyway, it was quite 'relaxing'.
went st teresa's church for mass.
and guess what ?
1A and 1B had to sit on the floor.
the rest,
ALL on the chair.
like whoaa. but it was quite fun anw.

walked back to school.
it was drizzling a little.
but i really hoped it would rain.
then we'll get drenched!
so fun, but it didn't :(
had a 1hr and 10min recess.
cause we were the 2nd batch to reach.
so fun okay!
we sat outside the lighthouse,
watched the bball match.
haha. so many other ppl watching.

i spotted SOMEONE taking
a photo of us. goddamn that person.
she should have told us before-hand,
then we'll pose for her.
cause we were doing totally
retarded actions when i spotted her.
AIYA. wasted,
haha.

rushed down for art.
i thought we were late.
but other's arrived 2omins later.
haha.
i finshed painting my plate.
but ms lee still scolded me.
cause i didn't hand in my
art pieces. i didn't even
draw them,
HOW HOW HOW ?

math,
it was okay.
we were doing a ws.
luckily, i could manage.
YES !

assembly,
we decided to go to 2-10.
cause the psychics lab
was FAR TOO FAR AWAY.
and can you imagine
how hot it is down there?
we vandalised the blackboard.
haha. words & pictures.
all the sweet ones :)

i heard 1B is going to split,
i don't want it to happen.
we're happy the way we are.

please,
don't separate us? :

2005-09-30T22:02:00.000+08:00

sugar, we're going down \

HELLO PEOPLE ! (:
yayy. i'm back.
the freaking computer FINALLY agrees to get connected. hurr.
so i'm here to blog.
but i'm lazy.
so i shall end here.
HAHAs.

:D

2005-09-24T21:30:00.000+08:00

will things ever change ?

HAIYA.
my comp is not working.
there's no local area connection.
hmm. i'll have to blog occasionally.
i miss talking to everyone online! ):

till the next time i update,
takecare everyone! :D

2005-09-15T17:11:00.000+08:00

without you, my life is INCOMPLETE.

i'm FINALLY online.
like after 273492749275 days.
didn't talk much to baby boy okay.
miss her ALOT.((:

wasn't feeling very :D in school.
baby boy didn't go to school yesterday.
GET WELL SOON ALRIGHT (:

double science was fun.
we were busy tracing out our feet for physics.
haha. only today then i realised that,
ADELINE YAP'S FEET ARE BIG.
BIG BIG BIG. haha.

lunch at long john's after school.
BAD IDEA PLEASE.
yucks. i was busy facing outside.
hurrhurr. she spoiled my appetite!
!%#%&%$*&@!#%!

okay nothing else. BYEBYE WORLD (:
zai jian!

now that you're here.
my life is renewed ! (:
`92! wo ai ni!

2005-09-06T19:35:00.000+08:00

been dying to tell you, (:

HELLO HELLO WORLD! :D
had chinese oral today.
guess what ? i think i'll most probably flunk it.
i was talking nonsense to the teacher during the conversation.
and the passage. i paused and paused like nobody's business!

towned, prints. lunch at galilee. it was fun okay. we got the food mixed up. we were eating each other's food in the end! omgosh. so blurr-ed. haha. walked around. from heerens to cine, then taka and wisma. haha. home after that. a short day la. i realised town is getting 'livelier' from day to day la. terrible! urgh. training tomorrow! i'm looking forward to it. then our match on friday. whaa. good luck everybody. i don't know why i'm saying this la. but i'm kinda excited! haha. train, train, train! :D

zai jian world. (:

2005-09-05T19:19:00.000+08:00

kiss me a goodbye (:

HELLO HELLO SHI JIE ! -i meant world. it's not a guy's name. NONO.
i was super duper uber late for eng orals today! hurr. i woke up at the time i'm suppose to go to school! \: luckily, mum had the heart to send me to school. how nice (:

i was late, so obviously i had my breakfast in the car! actually i could go to school with an empty stomach. but it's like an exam! oh my tian. what if i faint? zhe me ban? so i was on the safe side and i ate a packet of -no cooking required- mamee noodles :D

walked into the hall, ALONE. i felt damn maluated. cause it's like i'm the only one late, for 15 minutes! \: because i was late, i had to take the oral last. that's behind zita. i realised i didn't wear my school badge okay! it was a badgeless day for me! oh my tian.

oral with ALRIGHT. at least the teacher didn't ask me stupid questions la! went over to harbour to meet the rest. they all finished the exam before me, obviously because they were early! haha. ate macs for breakfast with juliet! the rest had yoshi. took alot of photos okay. all the chao spastic ones. haha. but there's one that is not la. it's very decent! hoho.

ohh! wenna and juliet were pretty amazed by the rabbits at the pet shop. but i was rather interested in the hamsters instead. haha. they're cute little things! and it reminds me of good charlotte! the little things. ahh. this is crap.

and i finally got back my phone from papa.
the battery is dead alr anw. haha.
omgosh. chinese oral tmr. at least it's at 10.50.
i can have my beauty sleep! FINALLY (:
wo de tian ahh.

CHEERUP LAOSHI !

2005-09-04T18:42:00.000+08:00

i need you so close to me,
cause you're the only one who makes my life complete.

a new template. i guess i'll stick to this skin for quite a long time. haha. i love the picture la! i think it's so cool. i'm listening to rihanna - pon de replay now. i think this song is interesting. i shall go and memorise the lyrics! haha. that's about all. english oral tmr. i'm starting to feel abit kiasu. i go around asking ppl how it's going to be like.

haha! anw, church in the morning with owner and papa! haha. ddr next. they played like crazy please. jump and jump. especially owner. i didn't even she can play la. \: i'll feel so maluated if i ever play with one of them! hoho. lunch, then ddr again (:

wanted to cab to parkway. but decided not to. so i went back not long later!

plans for tomorrow
-english oral in the morning.
-literature class (1A,1B,1C) oh shuts!
-drinking party at owner's place. not sure..
-study session with something at my place!

2005-09-03T16:22:00.000+08:00

turn the lights off,
carry me home.

woww. as you can see, i've been really lazy to blog nowadays. i mean there's no content to follow up on. haha. there's no dare today. so i'm stuck at home ! went town in the morning. got my shoes. betula. it's not cheap okay. wth.

now i'm home. i have snowskin mooncakes !
yayy yayy. i'll go enjoy myself now !
ZAI JIAN (:

2005-08-28T15:35:00.000+08:00

it's brighter than sunshine ! (:

just reached home from far east ! went out early in the morning larh. haha. i shall blog more about yesterday ! cause it was fun fun fun .

YESTERDAY
met zoey in the morning. went town to meet zy, owner and papa ! they cut their hair i think. yea (: walk and walk, waited for time to pass. then we went church ! haha. we were almost late, so we took a cab and i paid larh! service was fun ! laoda was so funny larh.

had dare group. then we did some project thing. sis drew the flower ! i think she gets A* for her art please. it's like so nice can ! haha. aft service, we went for dinner at long john's. waited for sis. so i didn't intend to eat. but she msged me and said she'll take quite sometime. so i joined them for dinner.

went zy's house aft that. haha. somebody very rich ah ! stayed there for quite awhile. was waiting for ppl to settle their problems. then went orchard mrt, train-ed to marsiling. took the red line though it'll take a long time larh. cause i had to rush and meet my mum. papa pangseh-ed me and went take the shorter route ! haha.

was thinking alot in the train please. aiya, but i guess it ain't worth. met mum, then went to some place where it was quiet ! i went to sit alone. blast my mp3 and all. i felt much better. reached home at nearly 1.

talked on the phone with zoey until around 3.30AM. then went to bed. yea (:

2005-08-26T20:33:00.000+08:00

YOU AND YOUR BIG ATTITUDE,
I GOT ENOUGH !

got trouble in school today.
it's all thanks toyou.
why can't you just believe me ?
asking me to thank god
to have you in my life ?
PUKES PLEASE.
i can't tolerate you anymore.
you're forever controlling me.
it's not COOL creating trouble.
for me and 'ppl'. i feel bad.
BECAUSE OF YOU LARH.
asshole. act big only.
why let the whole school know about it ?
please, myob ~~next~~ all the time!
and i know that day will never come.
if it does,
i'll WORSHIP you !
if you want trouble,
find me, don't get my friends involved.
slap me, ground me, all you want.
leave them alone !
URGH. get outta my life larh.
STUPID IDIOT ATTITUDE BITCH.
you're merely an un-important
~~adult~~ child in my eyes !
GET THIS RIGHT ! thankyou

science paper today ! it was alright larh. and i got back my english results. failed AGAIN, second subject. hurr. first time i'm failing english. i can just prepare to join the NA girls next year. and we heard 1B might have to split class next year. HOW ?

went hall after school. for our dance audition ! WE GOT IN. YAY ! well done 1B. our efforts weren't wasted ! although it was screwed, we're gonna unscrew it on teacher's day alright !
street soccer after that, it was quite fun ! thought it would be dead boring at first. but enjoyed it later. 1B got 3rd and 2nd placing ! haha. hip hip hooray to us ! yayy.

don't want to talk about stuffs after that. all the stupid craps. i was arguing with her alr. stupid bitch. she think she's great. i guess she should think twice. she's not big what, why must they go and see her. act act only. EYUCKS !

imagine, i still have to tolerate you for another, 2 years ?
I'LL WAIT FOR THAT DAY TO COME.
- TO BE FREE

2005-08-25T21:05:00.000+08:00

if only you knew,
those three words were true.

stayed back in school to practice our teacher's day dance. we finally got the steps right! haha. (: i'm happy. i think our dance it not so bad larh! saw 1MM dancing. they were good okay. haha. don't stop moving ! yayy. 1A is doing breakdance. yea. i think they're so cool please. zoey can do baby freeze! so can the others. i think they'll qualify larh (:

rehearsal tmr. i hope we'll do well! (: wish us luck.
science paper tmr ! i better study now ! (:
TTFN!

it's alright monkey!

2005-08-23T21:46:00.000+08:00

TODAY.
BAD DAY.
i shall not talk about it.
and i think my posts are
getting shorter and shorter ! : D

2005-08-22T21:22:00.000+08:00

i put you first, thats all i need (:

SATURDAY
the maid with gwen, zy and sasha !
i'm not AH SOON okay !
ohh and i didn't get the story. \:

YESTERDAY
first service with sasha and victoria !
m&m's with sasha. i made my code!
with a smiley face. hahaha.
wasted my m&m's because of that,
but i took a picture of it then ate it up!

TODAY
school! didn't have any papers today,
happy! yay. lunch with rae, wenna, olivia and kg!
ate at long john's. i suppose it's been
23469287925 years since i've eaten that.
how pathetic! haha.
ohh! i'm dancing during teachers' day.
finally sec1s get to do SOMETHING.
aiyerr. and it's next thursday!
yayy. i can't wait ! :D

just what song am i dancing to ?

2005-08-18T20:24:00.000+08:00

if there's only one wish left in this world,
i'd choose to be with you.

my dearest something is depressed!
smile girl, smile! (:
iloveyou :D

2005-08-17T21:10:00.000+08:00

your presence is still in my mind

today's chinese paper was alright. an easy passgage of 'li jia wen da' thats all. haha. YAY (: not that difficult. i'm happy! i think the time of the day passed by quickly today. but i was doing things real slowly. madness please.

i was copying notes for history, then just as i lift up my head to look at the slide again, it was GONE. and my note was not completed, so i had to leave lines for the other slide. i hate hate hat to see spaces in my notes lar. look so incompleted. hurr. i shall try and do things faster next time!

aft school had lunch with kg, olivia, kailyn, lorraine, jaey and wenna! haha. zoey joined in later. aft lunch, the rest went. then me and zoey went value shop to buy straws for strawhearts! yay. i finished doing one packet of straw alr! lalala ;

went to the train station. was waiting for owner. haha. then went my house. yay. screamed alot lar. i think we conquered the whole house for a few minutes. then peace again! haha. OMG. zoey and i were starring at joli's picture okay! that hottie. hawhaw (:

they went home aft that. then i had tuition. wth. HUR. literature paper is tomorrow. i better do well. cause i know i always fail literature without fail. omg. -slap slap. wake up adeline. yea.

2005-08-16T21:33:00.000+08:00

new template! (:
the girl is ugly, but i don't care!

2005-08-16T18:28:00.000+08:00

the day i let go, will be the day my life is over.

i've been very lazy to blog lately. VERY VERY LAZY. or rather there's nothing to blog about. exams these few days. and science is happily dragged till next friday. like wth. i want my break okay. hurr.

studied, eat, and studied again. it's been so slack please. by right i don't even have the mood to study. was on the phone with sunshine almost the whole evening lar. omg. she made my day :D. haha. laughed like mad-cows. whee. im calling her again later! yay. haha.

hmm. had english ppr yesterday. not so bad lar. but we had two passages! luckily we didn't have summary. i'll just sleep doing that lar. i hate that section, ALOT. like please. kill me. maths ppr today. i thought it was alright, until ms sim went through the answers, and held us back for 15mins during recess okay! like, wth, slap her lar.

she went through the whole paper. and most probably, i'll fail the paper UNLESS im given method marks by those markers. hurr. which is mostly impossible. haha. (: having chinese tmr! i don't have to study lar. cause i'll be given like one comprehension only? without summary? I LOVE THIS CA. the sections i hate most don't come out. yay.

okay. tata ppl

2005-08-14T21:04:00.000+08:00

slashed/ NINETEEN.

YESTERDAY
went for d.a.r.e! yay. fun fun fun. haha. zoey, cheryl, shanna and sasha came. they stood there like stones when the others were jumping lar. i can't stop laughing please. HAHA. laughed alot okay. they searched my whole bag. and my wallet! AHH! they took my money. hurr. sasha took my red candy ticket. i'm going to get it back! hmph.

had d.a.r.e group. YAY! jesuscentered. i love. haha. played the concentration game. funny lar. (: haha. sang the last song, then it ended. went for dinner at pastamania first. then walked to esplanade and all. played dare or double dare. omg. so funny please. HAHA. shh. i won't say what happen. went sha's house. she can't drink for crazy.

stayed there for awhile. PARTY OVER. went home and yea. i got scolding \: cause it was late. i hope mum will still let me out next time. zoey and i planned for stay over. on 26! after exam. i want to go! : D can't wait! HAHA.

ca's tmr. im gonna mug tonight.
last minute work. aiya.
all the best to the OTHERS (:
must pass alright!

2005-08-12T20:15:00.000+08:00

MY DIRTY LITTLE SECRET!

school was boring. the time went by so slowly. HAHA. i was waiting eagerly for 1030 to reach so we could go for the marina carnival thing okay. went on the bus at 1045? which was 15min later than we were suppose to. hehh. took photos in the bus with rae! yay. i like. haha.

reached there and walked around ALOT. walked with wenna, vict, rae, olivia, kg, lorraine and abigail. lorraine led the way. haha. we were enjoying ourselves! wenna, rae and vict turned back half-way. don't know why. so the rest continued walking. HAHA. i was teaching them how to sing my favourite song okay! its sung by DEAREST BARNEY DINOSAUR! (: here's how it goes:

Oh, we are flying in an airplane,

looking out the window,

watching the clouds go by.

Yes, we are flying in an airplane,

looking out the window,

up so VERY high!

Looking out the window i can see the trees,

and down below, i see other things!

the little tiny buildings that are OH-SO small,

it makes me feel like i'm really tall.

Oh, we are flying in an airplane,
looking out the window,
watching the clouds go by.
Yes, we are flying in an airplane,
looking out the window,
up so VERY high!

yay! the song ended. HAHA. i like this song okay (: hahaha. i taught them the hot potato song too lar! whee. bought chips half-way. then walked around again. then we saw the playground! so we went to the swing! HAHA. i was singing the swing swing song by The All-American Rejects. haha. i was really high that time i swear :D

lorraine played the bungee jump thing. she went all the way up lar. OMG. i wanted to play too! but i didn't buy the drink, and i don't have a band, so forget it. haha. she went for the rock climbing thing too. WOW. she went all the way up and pressed the stupid button okay. so pro-ed. haha.

went to wait for the bus back to school. took alot of photos with rae and victoria in the bus. we were totally nuts. HAHA. yay. reached school, but school ended alr. so we waited for training!

i like so fun. not as tiring as compared to the previous training? haha. so fun please. i like the jumping part! and the jumping jack thing. HOHO. so funny. nike, just do it!

yepp. i love TODAY.

my star photo of the day! :D

2005-08-10T21:02:00.000+08:00

let's RUNAWAY this rainy day.

towning today, AGAIN. just another try for charlie and the chocolate factory. ERR. no luck. anw, i'll be watching it aft exams with rachel! so YAY. (: met wenna at clementi. then went to city hall to meet olivia, then off we went to orchard. went for my haircut first. haha. i like my hair now (: at least it's not like my SSP's hair. HAHA.

walked to cine after that. long journey please. OH! and we saw olivia's idol. haha. the whole thing was so funny. i went point at the nydc cafe and said 'EH! ain't that where we saw your idol?' then just as we were abt to cross the road, i turned back and saw HER idol. i laughed like some ass while crossing the road. HAHA. i hope she didn't hear us though. lala ;

ate at galilee. the ppl working there have problem's taking down orders la. made me happy for nothing. we had SO much change back okay! but only realised that they took down 1 shroom's silly when it was suppose to be 2. HUR. slap them lar.

went heerens to buy gwen's present! haha. YAY. i like.

i shall buy one for myself next time! (: mum msged and asked where was i, cause she was at taka and wants to send me home. asked her to shop first then meet her ONE hour later. haha.

walked and walked again. went PS in the end. hah. went to the arcade! as usual, it was packed. OH and guess who i saw. haha. rachel's _____. she's gonna be so jealous. YEALALA. olivia had to go home, so i called my mum and met her at taka (: wenna went to her mum's office. walked around with mum. and ya. BOUGHT FOOD. haha. my favourite! yay.

went home around 4.45? CASE CLOSED.

2005-08-08T21:15:00.000+08:00

i had to hide my tears.

national day celebration in school. great! (: i loved the part we had to sing. HAHA. reminds me of primary school. felt like crying alr! school was dismissed at arnd 11? went to town aft that! YAY. vict and lorraine went topshop. i saw something nice! shall save money to buy it. $73. wow.

ate at coffee club express- rachel, olivia and wenna came along not long later. cause they happily ponned school. HUR. aft lunch, went cineleisure. wanted to watch charlie dear's movie. but the tickets were ALL sold out. some other day i guess. boohoo. char wu joined us later.

walked around. went heerens to eat AGAIN. haha. i had fries. yumyum. i did this heart shape thing on the table. its made of salt! haha. so cute please. went to take neoprints aft that. i met the stalkers! AHH. freaky please. i don't like. haha.

was at PS at the end of the day. went to the arcade! haha. it was damn funny please. olivia and wenna were busy playing they're shooting game. while i happily stood there and watch. :D went back arnd 5.15? share a taxi with olivia. she alighted first. then i went all the way home. i slept in the cab! i was damn tired please.

but im gonna sleep late tonight. HAHA, count down to singapore's birthday! i want to watch fireworks! 12 midnight! SO COOL x)

my favourite picture for the day! mrs salt and mr pepper!

2005-08-07T22:01:00.000+08:00

i just need to free my mind.

went for the first svc in the morning. i was almost sleeping alr. or rather, i really did take a short nap. i feel so mean. hurr. haha. went town to meet ddumbo and partner! we went studying at galilee (:

we were they're first customer for the day! haha. made alot of noise. took alot of pictures lar. they were practically taking candid. TSK. luckily i found out how to delete those pictures! haha. yay. ddumbo was sleeping was she studied. how funny. partner and i were busy laughing lar! i did some math. so i feel good now haha.

took prints. i look damn retarded in those pictures please. hahha. wanted to watch the maid. but found out that it'll only be screening on 18 aug. like wth?! okay nvm. haha. went home around 4 plus? yep. rachael left her drinks in the station. tskktskk. how naughty. haha.

and im waiting for tmr! charlie and the chocolate factory! YAY YAY.

2005-08-05T22:21:00.000+08:00

the day that i died, was the day that i lived;

today had training with track&field, hockey and softball. it wasn't that bad. but i couldn't survive the shuttle run station. aiya. mr francis told me not to call it suicide run :/ HAIYA. he happily saw my hand. like give me a clap la. hurr.

i didn't complete the whole training. was shivering like some stroke patient. guess i was too tensed up. hmm. i felt so scared please. almost wanted to faint. but luckily i didn't (: haha. first time in my life. im shivering during the hot weather. what nonsense aye? HAIYA. time to see a doctor. there's something wrong with my nerves. haha.

ohh. and this morning. during chinese. i was adjusting my pinafore. so my phone dropped from my pocket :/ ms mak saw. and it was given to her alr. lesson ended and i went to see her. so i got back my phone. like PHEW. i can imagine what will happen if my parents are informed.

its a freaky day today! I DON'T LIKE.
i feel as if someone is always touching my hand. eee.

2005-08-02T20:58:00.000+08:00

i think you're fine, you really blow my mind!

its a tuesday day today! wohoo! my favourite day. haha. don't ask me why. i won't answer! my lips are sewn! haha. oh my god. so freaky. imagine if you have a sewn mouth? and you can talk? AHH. just like in red candy. the preview. eew.

netball photo taking today! (: AWW. i think my seniors look nice in their jersey! so cool please! my turn will come. just one more year! hurr. patience la. took our own sweet time. skipped one whole period of mother tongue, just to avoid doing the comprehension worksheet. yucks i don't like!

i specially loved today's home econs! HAMBURGER MAKING DAY! haha. i enjoyed it! with cabbage and cucumber slices. and a piece of chicken. mmm. delicious! haha.

today's training was the best training ever. so slack! i like! haha. we played games. and its like dog & bone, crocodile?! and mini captain's ball! haha. so nice please. i love captain's ball. you can run anywhere you like. NO RULES! whoots! the coach wasn't there, and i suppose there wasn't any planning for the day. haha. so ya, GAMES! .

im tired now though! haha. i can fall asleep anytime from now!
I MISS MIMIKO! (: till we meet in the cinema theatres again!

2005-08-01T16:24:00.000+08:00

& i swear by the moons and the stars in the sky.

WOW. i haven't been blogging for 71324072349875 years. tskktskk. bad bad me. haha. i really can't be bothered. too lazy to sign on. but who cares lar!

hmm. school was alright. had photo-taking today. i think i will turn out like some shit. i just hope the photo won't have additional heads or hands or stuff. eerie. as you know, 7th month is reaching soon! AHHH. freaky lar. history was NICE (: ms vino is back to teach us when she is not suppose to! but its really great, cause she's such a nice teacher! but she'll somehow stop teaching us from wednesday onwards. sad case lar!

recess. char wu took away my blade. then she dumped it in the bin with jaey lim. AIYO. how mean can they get. my one and only last blade leh! tsk. anw, it will stop me. haha. maths. the period i hated most! YUCKS. shirley got us standing for the whole period. just because we're a lil noisier than usual. aiya! aft recess what. its normal. brainless woman.

science was not bad. i got to sit beside WENNA! yay. haha. im not a loner during science anymore. but the whole process of changing seats was so funny i tell you. i laugh until i cried. HAHA. thats dumb aye. english. my favourite period please! so slack lar. haha. cme, last period of the day. whoots! i did math homework! haha. i was naughty aye. but shirley didn't accept it. slap her lar. tskk!

lunch with kg, olivia, lorraine, wenna and char wu. char wu made me laugh like some madcow on the way please. eeyer! her imaginary friend, susan and winson. what nonsense. you small thing. haha.

dumber dumbo's nationals tmr! all the best dumb one! (:

2005-07-28T17:21:00.000+08:00

she's got me spinning.

thankyou MONKEY! (:

morning run today. it was slacking like -blank-. haha. we did sprints. but it was simpler ones. haha. we had to do duck-walk okay. so maluating lar! did all the way to the end of the court aye! haha. my knee was hurting like anything lar. i think i moved it! can't possibly go training. boohoo. i'll consider (:

monkey gave me a note! so sweet lar! haha. thankyou! i like her handwriting. so cartoonic. eeks!

had PW. the alcoholics were flooding my board. haha. hi here and there! tskkk. and they tagged in front of me! so lame please, laughed alot. HAHA. english was okay, did comprehension. i don't like la! haha. then had literature. whoots. i can totally sleep. i have no interest in literature at all. aiya. :/

recess! haha. rachel chan and i are like so greedy please! we bought four packets of hello panda to eat during science class! haha. mmm... double science was so boring! although i had food to keep me occupied. did experiment la. the water took a HELL long time to boil pls. haha. i was waiting like some idiot at the table. staring at the bubbles waiting for it to roll. :

history was next! haha. my favourite period! not because i like history! but we can slack during lesson time! haha. once again, laughed alot! i was going around trying other ppl's spectacles. haha. i was feeling dizzy la! two specs on me at the same time! i was being retarded! me and my banana nonsense. haha.

lunch aft school with wenna, khoon geok and olivia. rachel and crystal came after that! haha. i wasn't feasting lar! haha. but i ate super slowly. so they had to like wait for me to finish my food (: so nice of them right! haha.

reached home around 4! haha. earliest time for a thursday please! :D i have tons of homework. i shall be off to do them now! TATA everyone!

2005-07-27T20:35:00.000+08:00

If I were a painter

Mixing my colors

How could I ever find the blue of your eyes

The canvas could never

Capture the light of your smile

And girl if I were a sculptor

Working in marble

I couldn't hope to copy your perfect face

The curve of your body

The feel of your skin

My hands could never ever trace

So I try to find the melody as beautiful as you

Find the words to say your eyes are bluer than blue

Fill my voice with the emotion I'm feeling for you

And now when the beat is so strong

I'd give my heart and my soul

If I were an actor

I could be someone

Someone who'd always know the right things to say

But as soon as I'd see you

I'd forget all my lines

And you'd never know what I feel inside

So I try to find the melody as beautiful as you

Find the words to say your eyes are bluer than blue

Fill my voice with the emotion I'm feeling for you

And now when the beat is so strong

I'd give my heart and my soul

There's no other way

That I know to say

Baby how much I love you

And if only you'd give me a chance

I will try to find the melody as beautiful as you

Find the words to say your eyes are bluer than blue

Fill my voice with the emotion I'm feeling for you

And now when the beat is so strong

I'd give my heart and my soul

2005-07-22T00:43:00.000+08:00

six cuts and adding ;

racial harmony day. left school at around 12.30. went town with jaey, zoey & rachel. took prints! so fun. haha. had lunch at yoshi aft that. met up with dumbo and friend. i guess everyone at yoshi hated us. we talked and screamed alot. haha.

went heerens after that. walked and walked. saw clique! so i joined them later. dumbo said i pangseh her. okay. maybe i did. but it wasn't on purpose! :) busy arguing with her la. funny. went far east. vict cut her hair. it was nice (: but i couldn't see a difference. nvm.

went back to school aft that. and the whole event started...
danced for a whole of 35mins. almost half my class got marked out. haha. had our picnic after that. ohh nice. i ate a chicken pie, a cup of coke and thats it. my dinner was done. haha. walked around the whole hardcourt, took ALOT of photos!

but i had no more mood after that. broke down. 4 ppl cried in a row. i was one of them. thanks to all who talked sense into my head. esp jaey and zoey. wo ai sunshine and something! :D

i'm tired of how things work.
if only i could turn back time.
i don't even know you now.
or rather its the other way round.
i've broken down.
teared for you.
but i knew you'd do nothing.
you just can't be bothered. can you?

2005-07-18T22:11:00.000+08:00

you weren't my melody

school was not bad. morning run. 3 big rounds and 2 small rounds (: haha. i think its been quite awhile since we've done running arnd the school. yea. and we did it today! x) PE aft assembly. ran again. haha. i wanted to give up alr la. but who cares. running is fun! did the fusion dance thing again. aiya. like when can we stop?

history. we were punished for being noisy. so we had to stand for the whole period. haha. my legs were damn tired okay. but aiya. it was fun. had alot of laughs! WENNA! ; "my teacher say i very good in maths! " haha. the way she said it was like so funny.

aft recess was maths. went to the science lab instead la. haha. so BLURRED. x) rushed up again. we weren't late! but the teacher was. haha. had science aft that. completed our project. then ya. we were done. all thanks to lorraine koh! haha.

had cme for the last period. had the sex talk again. haha. the speaker was damn funny pls. she sang to us and all. haha. much MUCH better than the previous male speaker. yuck. haha. oh my. if she was a teacher in our school, everyone would love her la. haha. okay nonsense.

training tmr! can't wait to run again. ohoh. im bringing sweets for my sick partner. hehh.
get well soon aye!

i love you anyway.

2005-07-17T20:17:00.000+08:00

FELL to pieces ;

im a HAPPY girl.
it might be true.
it might be not.
some ppl are just so free.
they spam around ppl's blog.
BO LIAO ppl.
and they think its cool to do so?
think again. you might as well
go infront of the person and tell it straight.
anon, passer, another-passer or whoever.
i'll just wait patiently for them to appear infront of me.
threaten me or whatever.
i don't want to talk about it.

HAPPYHAPPYHAPPY ME.
believe or not ;

is the love that found ;

ever seen to be around?

2005-07-16T20:35:00.000+08:00

i'll keep the rain from falling down into your light

woke up at 6am to find that my comp and lights were still on. and its not the first time. AIYA! why can't i just off everything before i sleep? hurr. i slept again, then woke up at 10.15 (: had swimming! haha. so slack. and the water was super cold okay! cause it was raining. then ya. i was jumping in the water. like some idiot. heehee.

okay. went out for lunch aft that. haha. i got my hair cut! my mum didn't allow me to go clippers. so i had to go to monsoon la. SHIT. haha. i was so scared that person would destroy my hair. i kept on telling him where to cut and where not to. haha. i guess i was really annoying at that time. he styled my hair like a chicken la! eee. so i said like "okay okay stop. no need alr. very nice la. thankyou" then i styled again myself. INFRONT OF HIM! haha. i feel so mean okay.

went popular. i bought this new book. sidney sheldon - are you afraid of the dark. ghost story?lalala. went home aft that. aiyaya. so boring la! tskk. nothing to do. so i decided to read my book. look at this "four people died in what appeared to be random accidents"

interesting ain't it? "and at the yard, it appeared that behind an old tree laid a dead body. thinking it was a dead animal, sam walked towards to the tree. but as he got nearer, it was silence after a scream. what could have possibly happened?" wow. im beginning to love this book! wonder when i'll finish reading it (:

okay. im done blogging.

just when i needed you ;

you turned away

2005-07-14T21:31:00.000+08:00

you and your attitude ; pissed

school today was FUN! x) khoongeok was not in school oh my, takecare! mrng run. i died out. everyone said i was looking pale and asked me to show some sense of live. haha. okay thts not funny. is it? hmm. well, the first period was PW. so fun! haha. i helped wenna sew her belt. see im nice (: haha. what a joke.

next, EL! ms loke is back! but its alright. glad that everything is back to normal. was talking much more than doing the assigned task. haha. think im getting crappier nowadays. shuts. literature! we were being punished. ms koh locked the door and didn't want to let us in. SHE DIDN'T REALISE HOW HAPPY WE WERE! haha. she thought we'd complain. but sadly, NO! haha. but she let us in while later. heehees.

recess! not a very happy one though. i was being moody. was on the mid of yelling at ppl. damn, im having attitude nowadays. that i have to admit. aiya. the rest off the day were equally bad. but i liked science! haha. cause we couold go around the school, tricking the teacher that we need to go to the bookshop to get our materials. cause we were dng group project at that time. (:

aft school. the so called - pissed off - part. saw someone again. she and her big attitude. does she really thinks she calls the shot in the school? so she thinks rolling her eyes at ppl is cool huh? well, let me tell you something, its not! its plain act cool! if you dun feel like seeing ppl, you might as well get yourself blinded right? dumbo. im not scared of you, i just dun wanna get close to you. GET IT STRAIGHT.

- i can't stand you no more. you dun deserve to be respected.

so shut it up and go away. -

2005-07-13T21:40:00.000+08:00

you used to smile ; but not now

school was a total SHIT. i didn't feel good for the whole day. was it pms or what? i don't even know my feelings nowadays. i feel like dng what i used to do. but i promised not to. i feel so shitty. its not a good feeling if you were in my shoes. really. guess that bang on the head really made my mind go mad. BONKER! if only you were here can i just break my promise for once? i terribly need to wash my mind. really.

aft school was not so bad aft all. lunch with olivia, kg, wenna, charmaine and rahmuna. okay done.

i have no mind to explain anything now. i need the knife. hurr.

2005-07-11T20:43:00.000+08:00

never thought i'll see someone like YOU (:

school was okay today. haha. brought hell lot of books today. I LOVE MONDAYS PLEASE! x) pearly partner and i think mondays rock x) haha. YAY. had PE early in the morning. haha. we did this fusion dance thing. was playing a fool pls! haha.

had oral-com. we were suppose to sing this song lar. haha. i think its damn funny! i like the way rachel sing it! rightON! haha. it goes something like this:

On the Ning Nang Nong

Where the Cows go Bong!

And the Monkeys all say Boo!

There's a Nong Nang Ning

Where the tress go Ping!

And the tea pots Jibber Jabber Joo!

On the Nong Ning Nang

All the mice go Clang!

And you jusr can't catch 'em when they do!

So it's Nig Nang Nong!

Cows go Bong!

Nong Nang Ning!

Trees go Ping!

Nong Ning Nang!

The mice go Clang!

What a noisy place to belong,

Is the Ning Nang Ning Nang Nong!

haha. cute song lar! ;)

best part was CME! haha. we went to the auditorium for this ahem, sexuality talk. it was totally eee. haha. i was olivia for a moment, then olivia was vic, then vic was me! haha. so fun pls. so we exchanged crushes too! lalala; i had to act excited when i see ahem. haha. i think i did quite well! HAHA.

tiong, lunch. haha. then olivia, vic, abigail and wenna went to school. dunno for what. hurr. so left me and partner! haha. missed trains. (: WOW. i love partner's phone lah! hmph. haha. gonna save money alr! lalala ; i can't go for tmr's training! cause i'll be having dental appointment! AIYA. i'll just wait for friday! haha. im done.

2005-07-10T20:33:00.000+08:00

you gave me more than what i wanted

conferenced with amelia, sihui and jiali THIS morning at 1.24am. HAHA. ((: laughed alot! amelia sang of of tune okay! haha. she was the one who made the songs funny! x) sihui was busy reading her ghost stories. hehh. she shared one with us, and i wonder if its true! oh my, i almost wanted to shut her up! haha. hanged up around almost 3. then slept.

woke up around 11 later. haha. i was being a damn pig! hehh. lunch with parents. went to this electrical shop to get new fans. BLA. i dun understand why! haha. home, then went westmall again. my sis went to make her specs. (: its a nice frame she chose! went to harvey norman. my mum bought a steamer. and i was THIS close to buying a new mp3. bust guess what? no stock. slap that guy la.

its okay. im going to get it next week! i shall wait patiently. haha. yays! went to my grandparent's house for a visit, since its near westmall. left around 6 plus? came online. did my blogskin AGAIN. ohwells. i guess this shall be my hobby! haha. dinner next. and im HERE (:

school tmr. AGAIN. why oh my, i've yet to enjoy my weekends! hurr. and i've yet to complete my homework. haha. (: guess i'll just see how i'll survive tmr! YAYS! one more week of FREE ENGLISH PERIODS!

2005-07-10T01:38:00.000+08:00

I BOUGHT A NEW RIPCURL WALLET AND A ROXY BAG FOR MY SIS (: I FEEL SO NICE! TRALALA ; (: ITS A RUBBISH POST, SUGGESTED BY RUBBISH TERESA !

2005-07-08T21:56:00.000+08:00

you turned my world right-side up

TRAINING! best part of the day x) haha. the coach came! she looked damn scary. haha. she's called ms kwok or something. i agree with teresa! GENDER PROBLEM! hahaha. we did a light warm up, then i had to lead the warm-ups. hehhs. suicide run was next! YAYs. haha. khoon geok was chasing after the plane AGAIN! she's like running for her life. hurr.

we did some passes next. but whatever the seniors were doing were ultra different from ours. i think theirs is damn tiring! haha. but it looked fun. dodges was next! haha. i think its fun. just like primary school time! x) did alot of that. then we had a break. played the centipede pass aft that! haha. it was damn fun i tell you! alot of laughs. hehhs. just that teresa kept speaking in chinese. haha.

water break again. then more passes. but this time round, we had to run while we pass (: haha. it was fun! here comes the joke. teresa was my partner, then she had to run backwards. so when she reached the end of the court, she continued running, and fell backwards in the end. cause there were benches blocking. HAHA. okay i feel so mean.

continued our passes, in different ways. haha. many many funny ways la! i just simply can't use my outer hand. gotta practice more on that. haha. and i WILL okay! hehhs. training ended soon after. (: did some shootings. oh yay! i can shoot! haha. okay nvm.

here comes the exciting part! my mum came to fetch me from school, so i brought my brother to the netball court to see the seniors? haha. elaine was the first to rush over. and PINCH. torture time lor! haha. meanie yingmin was next. and she even made my brother cry! haha. how could she?! heehee.

went back home aft that. (: i changed abit of my blogskin. but i think it uglier. haha. i'll change it again, SOON! x) and miss amelia keep rushing me to finish blogging. haha. filled her up with riddles instead, but she didn't wanna answer. now im done blogging. she should be delighted! HAHA.

2005-07-07T20:02:00.000+08:00

YOU are the one i've not forgotten

THANK YOU AMELIA! MY HERO! (:

school was great today! had morning run in the morning. did suicide run, haha. it was fun! khoon geok was running like nuts please. haha. did 3 sets of that, then assembly. had PW after that, it was boring please! hehh. had english next. it was super fun! ms loke was not in school la! another free period! haha. yays. literature was next. DAMN boring la! eee. i hate lit for all my life please! yucks.

double science after recess. EEE again! haha. tan was totally against me la. but i had alot of laughs during lesson thanks to LORRAINE KOH! she make science lessons alive! haha. history was the last period. yay. haha. (: we didn't do anything much. so slack!

town with amelia, sihui and jiali. ate at galilee. then movie. haha. i realise i'll never choose the number 6 ever! haha. watched six. it was okay lar. amelia was happily screaming in my ears. haha. and she woke sihui up from her sleep! hehhs. went cafe cartel to sit down, but left after finding out that there wasn't enough money at all! so we went to cheers and sihui bought cookies, and a apple drink by jiali. sat down somewhere. im quite amazed at what amelia can do. she stuffed the WHOLE cookie into her mouth. the next time was when she stuffed TWO cookies into her mouth again. she has a big mouth la! haha.

i found out that i lost my cd when we were abt to go home. so i was like "oh damn, i lost my cd!" haha. so we rushed to cafe cartel to check, cause thats where we went. i finally found it. THANKYOU AMELIA! haha. i owe her a treat now (: remind me pls.

she cried today, and its all because of you, asshole. stop bullshit-ing will you? its just plain obvious that you wanna split us up. bitch. no one will think you're mute if you just shut your mouth up okay. and if everyone quits one day, its all your fault. so you think you're great just by complaining and adding in your OWN words? and mind you, its your OWN words okay. dun hurt the innocentS for nothing oh please. its not very great you know. bullshit. you and your fucking attitude. no one will ever tell you anything again please. got enough of you. always thought you were nice, but later found out you were just putting on a goody mask. wait till everyone knows the real you. you're not suppose to care about US anymore okay. busybody. stop poking your butt in la. there's no space left please. the alarm will ring cause you overloaded the lift. shit you.

cheer up okay. its not good to see you cry, you've never cried before. tried our best to cheer you up. hope it worked (: dun care about that bitch la. she's just a busybody. how i hope she reads this and knows that im talking about her okay. she and her big butt. always poke into OUR business. she's not suppose to anymore. asshole. heck care her. im not gng to trust her anymore. bitch. she wants us to spilt? wait till we split her up. mind your own business!

2005-07-06T20:39:00.000+08:00

i'm trying to make everything possible again

i just read the lastest entry from someone's blog. i got it clear enough okay. im not going to care anymore la. just go home if you're sick. dun stay anymore. i didn't force you; you have YOUR friends there defending. you know how it hurts me when YOUR friends just can't get straight to the point, instead tell me indirectly? like through posts or whatever? i have enough la. im trying to make things back to normal. i feel so bad now. okay. merely thought its normal cause you're always like that before training. go home and rest next time!!! im prepared to get IT from her if you're sick and gets worse okay. i just don't fucking care anymore.

its not that im blaming you la. just telling you that because i suppose YOUR friends will ignore me.

2005-07-05T20:12:00.000+08:00

YOU are my everything (:

school was okay :) haha. training was the best part. i could tell it was a tiring training ALTHOUGH i didn't run and stuff. that damn stitches or stiches or whatever! made me have an unenjoyable training. poo. anyway, did 2.4km. i ran for 4 rounds, then i died out. had free HOT MILO! haha. thankyou retard! the rest ran, then they had their break.

did slopes later. they ran damn fast lor. its like so fun! but i couldn't run. eee not nice! i pray i will enjoy friday's training. the coach is coming! ohmy. wonder who its gng to be :) i hope the coach won't be those unreasonable ones. haha

did some sprintings after slopes. YAY. at last i did some running. i feel so bad. everyone training and im like sitting down there. hurrr. im going to run like mad on friday lor. if i can, hehh. i think it was so fun! on our way home, we kept saying byebye to the seniors. like as if it was the last training la! we said once in the canteen. then after that at the foyer we shouted "BYEBYE SENIORS!" again. haha. comical la.

went tiong with quek and kg. walked around, then quek went off first. haha. followed by me and kg. missed a few trains. haha. we were talking about exchanging PARTNERS. haha. so funny pls. it will never happen la kg! tsk

so i was happily alone after REDHILL. she ought to thank me man. i went home with her and gave up on my mum's car. HMPH. i won't do so next time. haha. dream on! :)

smell good now! yays. haha
before i forget, ought to thank stacy and pearl for helping me :)

2005-07-03T20:58:00.000+08:00

MILKrun!

went for the milkrun today! suppose to meet khoon geok at 915 then go school, but she had to go there alone instead. when i reached telok blangah, i told my mum to U-turn! cause i had to go back home and take that milkrun form. wasted my time la! sorry khoon geok :) U-turned home. rushed into my room to get the form and off to school AGAIN. what a joke. met khoon geok, quek and ter at the foyer. then went to the hardcourt. almost the whole team was there alr.

waited for time to past, then the games started. obstacles first, it was against hockey. i think we won. haha. the hockey ppl cheated okay! they turned only dunno how many rounds. so we cheated with them. haha. from 5 to 4 rounds, 3 to 2 rounds then 1 round. haha. so funny la! tug-of-war next, we won the first round okay! (: all by ourselves. badminton and swimming ppl won the last two rounds. mr leslie helped them la! eee

then it was soccer, against track. played for the first round. haha. it was a tie. then had a 10min break. had to play with track again to see who could get into finals. or was it semi-finals? im not sure. and we won. i think. im not sure. obstacles again with tennis and softball. lost? won? no idea. soccer again. can't rmb who we played against with.

we didn't win anything. but its alright. its not what matters. was in the bus with the softballers, alighted somewhere called zuok? or zouk? nvm. there was a bazaar, which is not abit interesting. walked to great world with pearl, khoon geok, quek and ter :) ate ICE CREAM! haha. met this girl at great world. ohmy, she's so cute! haha she's called simone, brought her to the running place. she followed us, cause she couldn't find her school teacher.

the race started. she ran with mrs lim la! haha. quek, khoon geok, ter and i chased after them! they ran so fast okay! we had to sprint. haha. was damn breathless, so we walked ourselves. dun care alr la! we were ahead of the netballers, well, most. met with amelia, sihui and jiali. they ran all the way! wow. so jiali followed us. then amelia and sihui continued. haha.

went to find SIMONE! after the run. haha. she didn't feel tired i suppose. so cute la. went to collect my bag, then went to great world for dinner. simone took a taxi back HERSELF. she's so brave la. omg. went to the foodcourt for dinner. then ICECREAM again. then home (:

2005-07-02T00:34:00.000+08:00

Will you wait for me?

I need to talk with you again,

why did you go away?

All our time together,

just feels like yesterday.

I never thought I'd seen,

a single day without you.

the things we take for granted,

we can sometimes lose.

And if I promise not to feel this pain,

Will I see you again,

will I see you again?

Cos time will pass me by,

maybe I'll never learn to smile.

But i know I will make it through,

if you wait for me.

(won't you wait for me.)

And all the tears I cry,

no matter how I try.

They will never bring you home to me,

won't you wait for me in heaven.

Do you remember how it was,

when we never seemed to care.

The days went by so quickly,

cause I thought you'd always be there.

It's hard to let you go,

though I know that I must try.

I feel like I've been cheated,

cause we never said goodbye.

And if I promise not to feel this pain,

Will I see you again?

Cause I miss you so,

and I need to know,

Will you wait for me?

2005-06-30T22:23:00.000+08:00

YOU restore my soul (:

what happened after school today was really a nightmare! wenna, kg, olivia, evelyn and i were at tiong after school. when we went into the train station. and evelyn was eating. haha. some lady using the public telephone stopped us and went like "hey girls, you're not suppose to eat here right?" it gave us a shocked lah. i was looking at her with that HUH look. hehhs

that lady continued talking on the phone lah. then suddenly wenna spotted her taking out a video camera and filming us lor! its like what damn shit? haha. so we quickly walked off and boarded the train and alight at redhill again. was talking about that lady. damn scary lah please. what if she calls school? what if we go on "get real!" ? wild thoughts just keep coming in lah. haha.

didn't bother much. just relaxed. so went home after that. haha. but i was still thinking about it. why would a normal person bring out a videocam? something must be wrong lah! damn scary please! BRRRH.

-
So stressed - there's no hope
Where do I go now?
Seems like all of life's tests
Take me further from you
It amazes me - How you rescue me
From a world that moves so fast
So completely - You receive me
Into your arms at last

With a single prayer
You restore my soul
When life's not fair
I know where to go
To renew my stength
To keep going on
No I'll never be alone
Its just a single prayer ; that restores my soul

You give me strength
And know when I'm weak
To see your guiding hands
When I get down on my knees
Piece by piece ; as time goes by
You make me whole AGAIN! (:
-

; can I have one chance to start again?

2005-06-29T20:39:00.000+08:00

And all the tears I cry

went to school. i think i reach school later then last term nowadays. HMM. so my days seem shorter. haha. first period was PC. mrs lee was on mc! so it was another free period given! ((: YAYs. was told that there will be pe friday morning? like morning run? nvmm. the most i perspire! haha. nonsense. nvm.

today ain't my lucky day. ): so sad! haha. BUT! tuesdays ROCK! ((: yays! went tiong for lunch after school with kg, olivia and vict. was totally broke already lah cause i had to buy the sec2 home econs book. blah. skipped a few trains! chat and all. then boarded the 7th train. haha. reached home around 4? then came online. tuition was next. doing some english assesment. haha. should go and count the number of mistakes i have! must be hell lot! hehhs.

then it was dinner. had this stingray thing. it was nice lahh. but abit spicy? haha. yumyum. then TV! (: i like the 7 oclock show lah! its so nice please! im sort of into tv shows nowadays. i don't know why! thats about it? (:

things we take for granted;

we can sometimes lose

2005-06-28T21:21:00.000+08:00

school was alright today. the day passed by fast. so many things happened after every lesson lah. haha. its like watching tv! okay nvm. had mother tongue today. it was totally 2 free periods. cause ms mak was on course. then we had this relieved teacher who told us to do anything we want. kg and i played this fate game. i dun believe it lah! like both ppl also "M"! eeeee.

maths was next. not bad lahh. but i don't like. HAHA. then recess! LALALA ; my favourite period okay ((: went to the netball court and chat. hehh! then recess was over ; happily. went for science not bad. but mr tan was totally repeating what he taught yesterday. as good as not listening right? haha.

home econs next. it was damn funny lah. so ya. hmm. school was dismissed! LALALA. training. it was okayy. did fartlegs. TIRING! we did some endurance thing. haha. had to support or weight with one hand in push-up position. quite tiring. my hand was shaking like some mad woman. haha. repeated the whole thing over and over again...

played dog & bone. it didn't last long, cause it was raining quite heavily. went to the canteen. then was told about the milk run thing this sunday. think i'll just die! my stamina deteoriated ): ohh! and the milk run t-shirt is like so big! i want a change!

i can stand this no more!

i want it to be OVER ;

they simply don't understand___

2005-06-27T16:21:00.000+08:00

school started was alright. as usual, talked alot lah! haha. a change of timetable. it was terrible. PE for he first period! not fun lahh. eeee! hate to perspire and go for lessons! lalala ; no new teachers, not so bad.

went tiong barhu plaza to have lunch with olivia, wenna and kg. haha. kfc again. im damn sick of chicken already la! church camp was for 4 days and 3 nights. every meal has got chicken wing! can you imagine? its not like as if i've never eaten chicken for how long right. hurrr.

went 7eleven after that. bought mochi. haha. i think its so cute can! got fork to poke one! okay nvm. missed a few trains. khoon geok has a BIG appetite la! eat 2pc chicken and one mashed potato still not enough! went to mcdonalds' and buy french fries again. gosh.

missed a few trains then went home! lalala ;
on the phone with kg now. im so bored! someone talk on the phone with me please! HAHA.

2005-06-24T23:59:00.000+08:00

woke up at 630 today. met khoon geok at tiong. haha. i was damn late lah! we had to write 200 words for the teacher to explain why we're late! in chinese leh! ahha. sorry kg! ((: went to this memorial hall for a fieldtrip. its too chinese lah that place. haha. explain also must use chinese. gosh. the statues also named in chinese! can't stand it okay! worse still, we had a chinese worksheet to be completed!

the whole thing ended at around 1. then i went to great world to meet sihui, jiali, mel and amelia. haha. sihui spent alot on that stacker game as told, just to win a phone! hhaha. if she could make it i think she'll be smiling all the way alr! haha.

went east coast after that (: rented bicycles. haha. it was damn funny lar! jiali and i had an accident! ahaha. my bike went squeaking after that! like some chirping bird lah. i couldn't take it anymore, so i brought it to the shop and change it! haha.

next was amelia and melanie, dunno what happen to them also. but they said they were looking at each other fall? haha. okay. i don't get it la. went to the chalet poolside. i felt like jumping in straight away la! but i didn't have extra clothes, so ya(: went back to cycle again. then melanie and i returned the bike first. the others went to the sea.

went 7eleven with melanie. we bought big gulp. i drank the whole cup by myself la! i think im beginning to become a water tank! anyway, took a cab home. amelia, sihui and jiali went mel's house then ya. lalala.

im going to sleep now! ((:

2005-06-24T19:45:00.000+08:00

BACK FROM CAMP! (:

YAYs. im back! haha. back to the nice and cool enviroment in singapore! camp was great la! but the living condition was _____. haha. damn bad i tell you! theres like THIS MUCH of ants and insects. eeee! no air-con still. haha(: but it was damn cooling the first night! it rained! a natural air-con from jesus! ohoh.

day 1:
we reached st john's island at around 12? haha. was damn sad when i saw the enviroment lah. i thought it was going to be how WOW! anw, we went to our domes. the beds were "how nice" la! its eeee! again. HAHA. had games after that! haha. we had to play dog and bone is this bigbig ground sheet that has got dark sauce, watermelon, pepper, salt, apple, eggs and etc* its like alot of rubbish in it! i almost puked! damn disgusting. after the whole thing, we still couldn't bathe! i was like HUH. cause we had to play captain's ball. it was fun! we used chickens as the ball la! haha. and it was dipped in flour and water. disgusting! ahha. then we had service! damn fun okay!((:

day 2:
went to the lagoon. we made water rafts! its was damn fun lar. haha. we had teamwork! so we gained points! yay. ALPHA! we had around 18 tyres for each group. so yar. haha. the raft could float lah! YAYs please. hehh. we came in second! haha. when we went out to the sea last! SO AMAZING RIGHT! okay not. then ya. went back to the basketball court. blah and blah. forgot what happened! then night time! service was damn nice! presence of god was so strong! almost everyone cried. its was the best service i had so far(: solo night walk! how can i forget! hahah. i didn't dare to go at first la! until i had the courage! haha. i scared i get lost. cause it was like so dark and deserted! walk yourself leh! hehh. there were teachers to scare us! but i didn't got tricked! cause i knew that it would happen! i heard the ppl in front saying BOO! la! haha. not fun.

day 3:
we had water war! haha. it was damn fun la! except i got my hands all dirtied! because of the colour dye! haha. laoda had this very big water gun! and i think its damn cool. haha. not like ours, so small! i loved throwing water bags! whee. i think we had water war games for the whole day la! and i was all wet! hurr. _blank_ i can't remember what happened again! haha. night time. had BBQ! whee. but we didn't BBQ them ourselves. the leaders did it and we ate it! not fun. blahh.

day4: (you should know why its day four)
had service during 1am! so fun please! haha. praise and worship for the whole session! but it was a short one. gave out the yan dao and chio bu camper prize. so funny la! i love delta's cheer okay! haha "what say you say i say" it doesn't make sense but its funny! HAHAHA. didn't sleep for the WHOLE night. so i was so blurred! ahha. can't even imagine i could survive. played captain's ball and all. then watched the guys play soccer. i think they are damn pro at it! went to valen's dome. chat and gossiped. haha. took a nap though! didn't even know i slept. its just like *plop*! hehh. went back to my own dome at around 9. then packed everything, getting ready for SINGAPORE! finally please! i almost slept again, but i told myself no! or i think i'll just sleep all the way. went to the gathering place, didn't eat breakfast! cause i was filled with hell lots of chips! hehh. drank milo only. bumbumbum. time to go home! haha. went to the ferry terminal, took a platoon photo with laoda! then back to singapore on a 45mins boat ride! was feeling damn giddy la! felt as if the whole place was moving even after i alighted! haha.

HOME! :
slept once i reached home! couldn't stand it anymore! HUR! i think i slept for more than 12 hours! HAHA. i didn't knew i could sleep for so long until i woke up and it was like 12am! im like blurred. haha. didn't go online as promised. sorry. okayy. end! ahha. ((:

camp was fun! i loved it! especially service! best! (: i want end of year camp! YAYs!

2005-06-19T23:13:00.000+08:00

CHRUCH CAMP! (:

i'll be leaving tmr! st john's island. for my church camp. i hope it'll be fun and safe ((: hmm. 4 days 3 nights. walking ALONE in the dark, taking turns. guess it is going to be FUN la! hehehs.

and i'll miss YOU , i wished to stay. i'll be back ; wait f o r me

2005-06-19T16:57:00.000+08:00

SENTOSA! (((:

went to sentosa with the team yesterday! we had fun. but ter and wenna were not there. cause they went overseas. suppose it was a sad thing. reached there around 10. played games. and yarr. tug-of-war! hahas. so fun please!

i can't really remember what other games we played. hmm. concentration? haha. i guess it was free time after that(: went into the SEA! we swam haha. then i think we played the polar bear game. i was the polar bear for twice lahh!

mrs lim, stacy, and jamie left early, so it was tata to them and yaaa. played with sand and salty water [!] for the rest of the day. swim alot! aha. it was so much fun.

elaine quek went off later. she was not feeling well!

we digged sand & played volley ball. but the ball doesn't belong to us! hees. i tried to do split in the water! haha. i was almost there lar! just that my leg was not straight enough! hehhs. im so going to try harder! arghh. khoongeok can do split lah! haha. good for her.

swimming again! haha. then went to bathe at around 4 plus? then went harbour for dinner with the rest! pastamania(: hehhs. after dinner walked around, then i remembered elaine's birthday was nearing! so khoongeok and i bought a present for her, went into cheers and gave her the gift.

i think the gift is cute! haha. but bought in a rush, so no wrapping. sorry!
overall, had a fun time yesterday! i want another outing with the team! WHEE.

2005-06-15T20:51:00.000+08:00

I LOOK LIKE A DURIAN WITH MY NEW HAIR!
hur! but its nice anyway! ahha.
so i don't bother!
i saw rachel dear! and nina!(:
LOVE RACHEL'S HAIR PLEASE!
its like so cool lar! haha.
well, compared to mine.

2005-06-13T22:28:00.000+08:00

alright. im at home. from west coast park. ((: it was fun i guess. haha. went jogging! not cycling. cause the bicycle kiosks were closed. BOOO! ): anyway. haha. i guess the whole day today was fun?

i dunno. ahha. i totally occupied my day please! first i went out for lunch, with yx and yh, then went library to study! haha. its been a long time since i've held a pen! and my handwriting is deproving. SHIT? haha.

spent quite a long time there. then went to buy ice cream! yumm. red bean with carnation milk? nice though! some sort of japanese ice cream lar. took a cab with them to home. played badmintion! haha. i was totally perspiring! decided to go for a swim after that. i did backward flip! YAY! haha. finally got the catch of it la!

swam for quite awhile, then came up to bathe at around 5. yepp ((: used the comp until mum and dad came home. dinner, TV, west coast park! x)

so now im home to blog (:

im towning with my OXYGEN tomorrow! can't wait! (:

2005-06-10T23:50:00.000+08:00

why is love so hard to find

its like finally! ahha. im done with my blog! i was really busy figuring what to do for my blog. now its like done! ahha. YAYness lah! i can relax already. haha. dun have to face the computer screen now and then! but im afraid the thought of changing a blogskin might hit me again! haha.

lets see. what exactly happened today? i can't really recall. too caught up with my blogskin! oh yarr! haha. i was doing my blogskin! before that i couldn't find breakfast! i was damn hungry. so had to wait for lunch! haha. ate lunch then, and started on my blogskin! i shifted the position of the entries and all to the middle larr. haha. i took like how long to figure out how to do so. then POOF. finally done.

chatted online for awhile after that. then watched tv. all the way until 0830. came online again. haha. waited till 0900! then intervals. tv computer tv computer. haha. the last episode lar! haha. love that show man! like the mortalworld and netherland combined together. haha. SO COOL! anyway, did my skin again. inserted pictures and all, edited my tagboard then yar. blogging now to show how delighted am i with my blog! ahha. nonsense la!

i was looking at the calender a moment ago. i totally can't believe school is starting soon! shyt man. ahha. both happy and sad though. haha.

2005-06-09T23:50:00.000+08:00

met khoon geok, elaine and wenna at redhill mrt ((: went somerset together and ya. walked to cine. met teresa and yun hua. i dunno what yun hua was doing there. but anyway, she didn't tag along after that.

got jamie's present, i think its very cute. haha. met up with the seniors at galilee. then went arcade. ahha. as usual, played the games we're suppose to play. and off we went. (: somerset again. then waited for foongchin. her train arrived at somerset, so we went in! (: haha.

happily reached choa chu kang SLOWLY. the seniors were like totally rushing us please? haha. just calls and calls. ahha. anyway, took the LRT to dunno where. a very bumpy ride though. i don't like!

there we were, at jamie's surprise party. she didn't looked surprise at all. anyway, quite fun. played blind mice! haha, so still acceptable. i didn't know where to run at first lah! haha. so i just went round and round the tables hehh.

didn't stay for long after that. nothing much to do, so ya. haha. took 190 to town. the trip from the condo to the bus stop was damn long! and my legs were aching like please. went to cine. ate ice cream! at this dunno what shop. haha. there were loads of flavours lah! and it was nice. left not long later. reached home at around 11. bathed, so now im blogging.

-
i dun think she'll get to read this, but still ;

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAMIE! (:
-

2005-06-08T22:02:00.000+08:00

MOODSWING ; AGAIN!

ALRIGHT PEOPLE THATS IT.

FRIENDS FRIENDS AND FRIENDS

AGAIN. THATS IT! WHY CAN'T YOU

PEOPLE MAKE YOUR OWN DECISION?

WHY DO YOU HAVE TO FOLLOW

YOUR OH SO GOOD FRIENDS?

THEY SAY NO, YOU SAY NO

THEY SAY YES, YOU SAY YES

CAN'T YOU MAKE UP YOUR OWN MIND?

PLEASE LAH! WE AREN'T KIDS NO MORE.

DON'T YOU FIND THIS STUFFS

REALLY CHILDISH?

ITS OKAY WITH ME IF YOU WANNA

COUNT ME OUT. THE MOST WE DUN MEET UP.

I DUN GOTO THE PARTY, PRETEND IM NOT INVITED

AND PRETEND NOTHING HAPPENED.

HAPPY? HAPPY? HAPPY?

KIDS KIDS AND STILL KIDS!

NEVER LEARN TO GROW UP.

THATS ENOUGH!

ENOUGH FOR ME!

ANGER ;

CHILDISH AIN'T IT! SHUT UP

2005-06-07T12:47:00.000+08:00

totally woke up late today! was doing my blog again last night! im probably going to change the blog skin again? haha! was terribly tired last night! i stayed up till almost 2am! ahha. and im going to work on my new blogskin soon! (:

yesterday;
sihui and amelia came over to my house! we went swimming hahah. had so much fun! wanted to scare sihui with something, but it failed! haha. i competed with amelia before that! swam freestyle! i almost died, cause she was damn fast! hehh!

then we went to the slide! sihui was stuck! but still very fun! ahha. later on, went back to the pool and ya. went to bubble jet pool! sat, chat and ATE! haha! ate too much today! i mean too much! haah. went to sauna after that! it was so hot pls! sat inside for more than 15 minutes! i almost died of perspiration!

went back into the house later. haha. bathed and ya. used the comp again. for quite some time. then went to the living room to eat dinner! watched the bowl show! so fun larr! ahha. yepp.

they left at 0630! haha. both took cab home! then ya.

; all i need is you

2005-06-06T14:51:00.000+08:00

i changed my blogskin! and i think its kinda nice! ((:
hand-made! ahha. so proud of myself! hahaha!

hmm. nothing much abt today. except that my parents went to test drive a new car! ahha. BMW x3? not very new lah. haha. but ya. went home straight after that! ahha. i started off with my chatting online blah and blah. when the thought of changing a blogskin struck me! WHOO! aaha. perfect please! ((: i went to paint. think and think, type and type, copy and paste pictures then drew! ahha. the whole process took a long time! ahha. i had to edit and stuff! so ya (:

i suppose that made my first half of the day! ahha. went out for dinner! SEAFOOD! ahha. quite a few months since i've eaten crabs, lobsters and stuff! hhaa. besides, it was a complimentary dinner! treat from my dad's friend? haha. had a wonderful dinner! gonna workout tmr anyway, getting fatter and fatter each day please! haha was told abt 9 and 18 june by sarah. haha.

I CAN'T WAIT! away from home! WOHOO! hhaaha. anyway. i think im going to change my blogskin after every month! (: or rather, i feel like changing it now! ((: okay ya. haha

i'll stop crapping here!

2005-06-02T23:32:00.000+08:00

whee! cursed is such a nice show!
ahaha. watched with sihui, amelia and jiali!
haha. the theatre was so small lah!
amelia and sihui were like TOTALLY screaming!
haha. and its like only the two of them!
HAHA.

show ended at around 5 ((:
then we walked to heerens !!!
took neoprints! i saw zoey foo and dana lim!
haha. zoey cut her hair !
and i think its quite nice! (:

haha. stayed there for awhile!
hehh. then walked to cine (:
hahha. sat at yoshi like some idiots!
we didn't even buy anything from there la!
so, decided to go for
FREE FLOW OF SOUP!

hehh. the soup was nice (:
but abit plain!
haha. added alot of salt and pepper!
haha. hmm. i drank two bowls! hehh.
only greedy amelia and sihui
drank THREE!

went home after that. haha.
first amelia, cause her bus came first.
then jiali, cause her bus was second.
then me and sihui, cause our bus was LAST!

gonna watch charlie and the chocolate factory!
some time after 12 june! haha. can't wait! (((:

2005-06-01T23:07:00.000+08:00

guess i should make it a point to blog everyday huh? haha. i don't know why. i suddenly feel so x)! haha. i'm going out tomorrow! like finally! gonna with amityville horror! NC16! i better pray i can get in! haha. :)

yupp. hmm. i ate pizza this afternoon! haha. so i didn't eat dinner! haha. (((: cause i ate too much! gotta go RUN some day in the holidays! haha. play amazing race! haa. im getting all retarded! pardon me for that! okay.

i can't wait for friday! haha. my date with that bimbo -rachel! we're going towning! haha. and im going suntanning with her on like erm. next next wednesday? ((: im gonna get even-ly tanned soon! ((: haha. and oh im going sentosa double times this month! WHOOTS! getting so excited! the whether is like hot nowadays i can shower a thousand times! haha. great time for tanning i suppose? :DDD

[you're an angel in my eyes]

racing for tomorrow;
not finished with today

2005-05-31T19:02:00.000+08:00

let's see. i woke up at 8.30! amazing? haha
hmm. watched TV for awhile. then used the comp!
not much ppl online. i suppose everyone else
are still sleeping? haha! PIG.s!

went to bathe. haha. then listened to the radio. ((:
many nice songs up this week! haha.
shall go download them on the comp!

urm. boring day so far! haha. wanted to go out!
but decided not to. haha. was damn lazy!
i dunno why. maybe thursday. haha
cause i'm having something on tmr! ((:

yupp. still early now!
and i have no idea what to do :(
so i suppose blogging is a good idea afterall huh? haha.
im so in love with this song now! ahha.

Atomic Kittens- Whole again
if you see me walking down the street
staring at the sky and dragging my two feet
you just pass me by
it still makes me cry
but you can make me whole again

if you see me with another man
laughing and joking, doing what i can
i won't put you down cause i want you around
you can make me whole again

[chorus:]
looking back on when we first met
i can not escape and i can not forget
baby you're the one you still turn me on
you can make me whole again

time is laying heavy on my heart
seems i've got too much of it since we've been apart
my friends make me smile
if only for a while
you can make me whole again

[chorus]

[spoken:]
so now i'll have to wait
but baby if you change you mind
don't be too late cause i just can't go on
it's already been too long
but you can make me whole again

[chorus 2x]

baby you're the one, you still turn me on
you can make me whole again.

2005-05-29T13:36:00.000+08:00

had netball carnival today!
i won't blog much about it!
cause i sucked in the game! )):
i let them DOWN!
SORRY! ):
played against many strong schools!
i was totally dying either defending the GA or GS.
hurt my spine okay! haha.
luckily i can still walk! (((((((((:
i cried? too emotional!
like the seniors said, i gotta learn from my mistakes!
can't brood over it! haha. shall try they're tecnique next time!
hmm. stayed till 4.30 to see the seniors play!
they played so well please!
not like me. i need tons of practice! -i will-
i sun tanned! haha. so happy now!
made a dedication for the seniors! ahha. (: so fun la!
but they just weren't paying attention to it!
HMPH! ohh!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMELIA! SWEETS!
went to suntec after the seniors' last match.
they really did well! so proud of them!
walked around! ahha. walked around ALL the sports shops!
haha. teresa took a pic of the
BIG ADDIDAS SHOE!
i think its nice too! haha. good taste!
went back home around 5.30? ya. haha.
was on the train with ter, helen, yanling, pearl and violet
they ALL dropped off at tiong barhu!
leaving me alone la! ahha.
i am so tanned now! YAY!
haha. but my hands are like uneven sausage! )):
im gonna tan somemore during the holidays! so gng to!
okay yupp!

2005-05-28T12:11:00.000+08:00

this shall be my shortest post! haha.

NETBALL CARNIVAL!
TOMORROW!
the day the team has been waiting.
well actually i don't know about them. but I AM!
excited! nervous!

our aim is to get into second round tmr!
and if we do,
it'll be the best acheivement we ever got!
(((((((((:
so all the best to me and my teamates! ((:

play well ayye people!
all the best!

SMILEs!

2005-05-23T12:11:00.000+08:00

i cut my hair today! haha. i think its nice ((: my sis says i look like a japanese though. (: haha. hmm. trying all means to get used to it! (: walked around the whole of orchard! haha. so fun!(: my second trip around orchard! i used to just walk around the same place. haha.

hmm. started out from wisma, my sis spotted some clothings! haha. quite nice, but not my type, so too bad! i went to OP. saw this nice sling bag, wanted to buy, but thought i could find a nicer one at billabong or whatever. so i FORGOT abt it. haha.

hmmm. i have a feeling this is gonna be a short post! anyway, went to taka after that, basement! haha. thats what taka is popular for, i SUPPOSE. haha. hmm. didn't see anything, bought mixed nuts instead! (((: hmm. went to first lvl, i think. my sis saw her shoe! haha. so she bought it. like fine lah! she saw something she can buy. walked around. SIGG! haha. bought a water bottle from there. two in fact, one for me, one for my sis. ((: at last i found something to buy lah. haha.

hmm. yupp. went home after that. it was a long trip! took train. cause i thought it would be fun? but turned out not to be. haha! idiot am i? blah. hmm. yupp. reached home then yar, i bathed! haha. feel so cooling after that. i destroyed my nice gel-ed up hair! haha. anyway, yupp.

2005-05-20T15:10:00.000+08:00

HAPPILY, i got back my english and chinese results today. i was not and i mean NOT happy with it. i cried. maybe not. but there was tears. for a short moment. i failed my chinese paper 2? like first time in my life! what the hell. feel like punching myself. i think i scored the lowest! who cares, what is over is over. im not gonna dread over it anymore. im just gonna pray that i won't fail any other subjects. for one, i want to play in the carnival!!!

hmm. didn't do anything much. after dismissal, i went to eat with khoon geok. cause the rest went town, but she didn't go (include me), so the two of us decided to go market! haha. cheapo okay. but not bad lah. haha. the chicken rice there was nice! (: haha. hm. then went 7-eleven. i bought drinks. so did she. haha. she bought milo freeze, it was damn disgusting and she wasted two dollars! haha.

sit down, chatted for quite awhile. she gossiped! hahaa. count me out, i was busy smsing. ahha. hmm. yup. i went off at around 12. so ya. hm. went back to my primary school. was waiting for a friend. and guess what, she said she's not coming ANYMORE? and i wasted one hour and a few minutes of waiting because of that? what the hell lah! should have gone home first okay!

then ya, i took a bus to clementi mrt. then took a cab home from there. reached home around 2 plus. hmm. went online for awhile. then my mum called from CHINA! hahaa. im missing them like hell? the house is just so different without mum dad and bro ((((((: so quiet out of a sudden!

hmm. not long later, i went to my friend's house. haha. so did his god-sis. ate dinner there with them. then ya. haha. hmm. my friend's aunt came. so we cut the cake! haha. there were two types haha. one durian and one cheese. i went for DURIAN! ((: it was nice. haha. hmm. yupp.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUNT LYNETTE! ((:

hmm. rest for a while. then we -jaron, alicia, eileen, teng shin and I- went to do jumps! haha. i tot that can help for netball. hahah. YAY! i touched the ceiling that was abt 2 metres HIGH! hahaa. so happy. but i guess that was only by luck. hmm. went in the house again. haaha. but went downstairs to play badminton right after our 5 mins break? hahha.

yay! i played with jaron and alicia! haha. i think i suck at that pls? hahhaa. hmm. jaron went to play soccer later, so left me and alicia lah. hhaha. we played until like nine fifteen. then the maid told us to go up or something like that. haha. then went alicia's house. played with her hamster haha. so cute pls! haha.

hmm. i played with the piano for awhile. then ya. went home around 10? haha. then i bathed and yupp. went online for awhile then BOOM! i think im going to bed. hahhaa.